Today I realized our dream comes with a price tag... A large price tag!

And the stimming continues... CD 16 and I might have found my dosage?!?  My E2 is 245 and my u/s showed 1 follicle at 9mm.  I had to reorder for the 3rd time this cycle! yeehaw?  The Fed Ex guy should know how lucky he is that I had already had my breakdown for the day when he finally arrived with my meds.  I was ANGRY that he was so late, which made me late for my monitoring appt and was extremely disappointed with the 'same ole' results.   I truly didnt know how very difficult this whole process would be emotionally.  I feel very weak!  There are times when I am maxed out by peoples comments and find myself crying over things that, previous to this experience, would have rolled right off my shoulder. My eye must remain on the prize and so I continue on when I want to stop the bumpy uphill roller coaster.  Please pray tonight for all of us IF families... that we will have a short time on this journey, that each of us have strength to keep moving toward the prize and that 1 day God will bless us too.